As I spent the majority of my undergraduate degree either studying the mechanics and dynamics of the human body or testing these same abilities on my own body, I developed an acute awareness of the physicality of my body. I learned not only the composition of my anatomy but how my body responds to an environment, especially those that encompass some sort of stress or impact.  Whether it be jumping through the air, pulling through the water, or standing in a crowded gym I understood my environment and the impact I could have on it. I feel as though the physical body is used to communicate one’s sense of self and identity.  There is a vulnerability and an honesty that goes into displaying who you are through your physical self. I think this is important to consider, especially when we begin to question how these physical identities operate in a space that calls for comparison and how these identities interact.  

I have questions about how non-straight athletes operate in the realm of sport because of the expansive history of being a cultural institution that is notorious for perpetuating hegemonic masculinity. I think the performative nature as well as media exploitation creates a culture that extends beyond the culture of sport. I am curious how these masculine identities are constructed in athletes but also how these are enforced. With very few major professional athletes coming forward as gay in their athletic careers, I would like to examine the institution of sport and try to understand why this may be.

I am also interested in critically examining the vernacular environments in which sport exists while being mindful of our placement in a space and how we as performers and participants add to the conversation. The presence of the physical body activates a space in relation to other objects, or even other bodies. This interaction becomes a sort of performance where we are participating as both actor and audience. These interactions are temporary but it is in these moments where I find something artful worth considering.  

I use my art practice as a means of self-reflection on my observations, experiences, and participation in the world around me. My art comes from a personal place that positions my identity into a larger conversation. I offer up my perspective as a way to make the abstract into something tangible. I believe there is something artful in all facets of life. It is through art that we begin to understand.